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Posted on: Jan 27, 2019 at 6:15 AM

Thank you for your service. Don't want to trigger you too badly, and as i saw what NY does/did to you, has Joe/Clyde Pez considered joining this site? if not it's up to you to try without his support...Met a guy who I heard I would meet as a kid, mirv strike programmer, and a ww2 pentagon flag. and, both could use some ease in their old age...

Typed a thought for Shari on FB, in reply to the lymes disease. The device costs ~$2k and up, and its info, due to FDA law, can't be sold as it's also used for cancer. (anti-chemo literature illegality). Many MD's were muscled over several decades to bury it and the 1930 or 1931 Nobel Prize that it stemmed from. The intro she put up and the explanation I'll leave on her FB page. I don't have the resources to buy one to test or I would as St. Pius X has several parishioners with cancer.
I actually thought that I would have a life, but all it took was a few who couldn't let go of what they knew that they heard. cradle to grave is a blasphemy. Hate to lay it out their like this, just wanted to live for the first time. They covered me very well, just enough to me work for a while for a long term disability income, so it'd be easy. I honestly thought I could start fresh but i guess there it is too much for folk to suddenly change their minds after so long. That's ego, when you know one thing that you can be good at, and, yes it's painful that it may never happen. funny, they came out with the insanity of supernumbers a while back, wood, petrified wood like stone stone to lava, to obsidian. I know we could manufacture crystal gumbies, flexible, a two stage process, instead of like $5,000 purses, but with all the emotional influence out there, I don't think so, to be honest.
I have a manson fanatic a few blocks over I was forced to meet helping one handicapped female by teaching her how to get rid of the voices in her head saying to kill herself, and was making headway with him, better for the next generation and they didn't like that, so a former airborne special forces guy comes in as his daddy was a minister, and he used that line to shut me up, funny, calling me a baby, and maybe one day I could fit in with the adults. manson lover was the ramones fandom circuit head so they had to protect that. I had the math idea again in 2005, as well as a combine that could take up a poppy field, with the output say a 3-d printer base and teh byproduct say a fertilizer or food base predating the eugenics program. and alot more. Unless there some level of collaboration then it becomes a bigger bomb in the end, as it's out of truth. Love to go to school for real. God forbid someone actually could get well, but, I didn't know so they they screwed me, or were trying to. Right now, they kinda have me outnumbered and corralled, but they wanted me in a relationship so I could be one of them. and circles come around in life. so, back went out moving table for a KOC charity dinner and I've barely out of the house since oct. Blew it out a decade or so ago helping my brother in law with his house and got on my feet alone like this time but that was after the CFS when I went like 24 hrs not moving. -alot of rumors, alot of unknown, especially my family seems to need me crazy or dead. Someone else wants me excommunicated and kicked out the KOC.
lol -there's always one, and no one can stand being alone forever! so, hated to be a downer like this but again i feel upcoming doom, so off to the gym as all I have is a future potential, which may be denied within a week or so. They have the area fairly suppressed, and I really needed the class reunion. Fortunately its 24 hr. -wasn't expecting a death sentence, but some I think am not sure, am I handicapped, prosecutable (like dreyfus, tore the church apart, or the conn. state police case circumstantial evidence and the death penalty), hirable, or what have you! So, I felt like there was something, and how it's going to turn out I am still not sure, that will depend ai think on the first to get to me, my first real friend that I wont fall through the cracks with who can offer me a beginning. Some say run, but like the song said no land left to run to.
so, some are too private, some too hurt, many just never knew me, and that's normal. They have a problem as they can't have me in the mob, as it might be bad for a mcgiver type whom understands multidimensional physics and when pushed, ie denied too much, starts to think of things like rice water to heavy water, things they do not need to know! -right environment, could build an a/c battery, solar cell a/c output in a few years. which we need.
Hope all is well with all. Last few years spent volunteering, helping at an adult-psychiatric rehab facility. One client as they call them, was given a free haircut, and they gashed his cheek and he could have used some stitches. I spent 2 1/2 hours working on him, like s florence nightingale and today he has no scar. sad that they drugged me horribly for 19 years as we were didn't know. I hated every second of it and I guess that it showed, for a rescue, for the doc to go out claiming he was treating clients while depressed and mentally ill, (If i found out sooner would have sued, heard there is a 3 year limit), to be tossed away to the cape. Why is it important? after WWI, it was agreed upon no more narcotics. so, it could arise like Clancy's Rainbow 6 or The Stand, on her majesty's secret service, that every psychoactive chemical is wiped out, and, as psychoactive means it affects the brain, all those people may die. The other alternative is an anti fungal for the psychoactive drugs.
. So, suppressed from about age 2-3 on, they figured 2006 I'd be dead and I couldn't be a problem. -Preparing for the worst, praying for the best. dad's short term mentor paperclip guy, told me think warp 8 if I ever watch star trek, but we left for brockton. (he saw some drawings of mine, like greeks in the sand).
so, some need all that a lie, all stolen material, etc. yet I can prove myself. so, they are trying to deny me a relationship to hospitalize me for a reprogramming like a total recall moment sort of thing, talking heads water under ground, watching the years go by, a blasphemy. Its possible that I could walk the walk to prove undue indirect influence for family and friends for it to spread but that, ... not easy to find someone who would want to and whom could. I wrote a paper, which has caused a bit of a stir and my Bishop is waiting for clarification,as well as justification otherwise there will be no choice for the church but to throw me out. This is not good for anybody, any of this writing yet some have thought that if they have everything about me they will use me against everyone that they can, cradle to grave. So, It's tough and I do feel that if i reach out I'll fail, so they went to triggering people. Well, they've peeled back alot of my defense mechanisms in the past few years thus it is hard knowing when and how to reach out to people I knew but don't really know. I have limited windows of opportunity with any ease as they held me back recently just enough to be delayed every step of the way and, even though they know exactly what they did aI wand how they did it, I am still responsible for my actions past and present. For the first time nt a chlorine pool as opposed to salt, and yuck. sorry for this, hope all is well. almost at like a sleep deprivation narcosis level, but have adjusted, like the combat sleep, part sleeps that needs to and the other part rests. developed method of waking rem and non-rem time, etc. -barely surviving. and yes this should have been on my page, not a note -Sorry Shari! You Get Better!!! You Deserve It!!!

I have a gorgeous combination toaster oven / microwave whose microwave half died due to operator error ~5 years ago just before the Graves Disease struck. Does anyone know how to r/r a microwave element? I really dislike throwing things out when it could easily be repaired. It's a small place and there isn't room for both. Thanks.

Posted on: May 01, 2017 at 9:47 AM

Happy Belated Birthday! I know, I'm two weeks late, but I was born 2 1/2 weeks late, which was sort of md predicted as it was his only day off that week!

Posted on: Dec 16, 2016 at 3:21 AM

Chronic Fatigue Syndrome set in ~13 years ago. it was bad enough that I couldn't move an arm or leg at one point. This picture was taken at the Knights of Columbus Christmas Party 2016, Council #10346. I was stone cold sober and it took some pumping up to get this pix - 6 or 7 attempts. it was late, however, and yes, a school nite.

Posted on: Jan 23, 2017 at 5:19 PM